We played a couple of rounds of golf and took a trip to a water park for an afternoon. When I saw Sara in her bathing suit, I wondered what I was goin... to do next year when she turned 18.I would have liked to have stayed a little longer, but I got the impression from her mom that I'd monopolized Sara's time enough for one summer. On the flight home, I realized I was 23 years old; I had a ton of money; but my best friends in the world were a pair of lesbians I'd known for a few months and a. I worked on perfecting my stupid look. I think I was really getting the hang of it when Izzy finally stopped laughing and took pity on me."You know what, little brother? For someone who's so smart, you can really be a dummy sometimes."I looked down at her and scowled.'You've been had, chump. They set you up. Think about it... the three of them not knowing each other until two days ago, but all of them naked and in bed with you this morning?'"I told the others, and now I'm telling you... shut. I hear in my mind her voice telling me how foolish I am. “You listen only to surface,” she says, “you do not look beneath. Always it is needed to look beneath, to pierce through many layers to truth, do not stop at one or two or even more, go all way to base where truth lies.”But this day I do not do. I go to many layers, but there is still more beneath all and there I do not see. M’kamba has shame for me.M’kamba. She is dead, so many years ago I cannot understand. My children are dead, and the. It was this moment i saw Vidya standing there, wearing nice red and white saree, smiling at me. So many years, later, that look caused a flutter inside me. Walking towards her, i came close and she immediately said “So, big man now.. you’ve put on some weight”! I laughed and looked at her top to bottom. Barring her cheeks looking little thin, she still maintained that super figure. I said ‘You look same as ever, mam” She said ‘wow , which woman wont want to hear that”. i was little stunned at.