“Please,” I begged. Then, in a small voice I said, “I can’t do that. It’s too dangerous.” I shrugged apologetically. “But I really, real...y need to pass,” I implored. He kept insisting, and I started crying. I hated myself. Finally, he got up and came toward me. I shrank from him, but he walked past me and locked the door. “Take it off, and bend over the desk,” he said. I kneeled and got a condom out of my jacket and held it up, pleadingly. He sighed and shook his head. “You’re hopeless,” he. "Larry, you can't say anything. It's a secret. If Kate thinks I told you, she'll never speak to me again!"How in the hell could something like that happen? Right under my nose too. Bill and Kate? She was only twelve years old for crap's sake! She wasn't much more developed than Clara was. And, Bill, he was supposed to be my very close friend. Could he really be sneaking around with my sister like that, behind my back? The only thing that kept me sitting at that table instead of confronting Bill. Whispering in deference to the man in the pulpit making announcements, she gestured to me and informed him, “Bill, this is my boyfriend, John.”I was in the midst of reaching for Bill’s hand when the penultimate word of Lisa’s introduction registered. Although it was somewhat startling to hear it for the first time, I rather liked the sound of it. Fortunately, despite being taken aback, I was able to operate on autopilot long enough to shake his hand and take a bulletin before letting Lisa lead. " Amanda told her."You silly little fool." Cindy said, touching Amanda's cheek. "You'd really do that for me. But think about yourself for the last two months. You can't work or go to school or anything unless it helps bring you closer to Corey. Let's face it, Amanda, you need to make it work with him, or you'll need some serious therapy. If I left town with him and left you here, you'd just sit at home and masturbate to his videos till you starved. My God, Amanda, he's inside you right now!.