Its purely illusion. I have a cousin by name sanjana, she is my relative and just 2 years elder to me. We are very close to each other but in good man...er. We use to chat and talk more. But I haven’t shared with her that I am interested to her, because I dont wanted to loose her. Here the story starts, one day I was alone at home as my parents went for a 2 days trip for some temples, sanjana came to our home and enquired about my parents. I told they went for a trip.I saw a smile on her face. “For what?”“For this.”I smiled, “I’m not. I love doing this with you.” The embarrassment left my body, I felt more confident.“It shouldn’t be with me though. It never should have been.”I pushed his arms a bit and he let go. I turned around to face him, and wrapped my arms around him and dug my face into this chest. His grip re-tightened around my back. I turned my face to one side, resting it against his chest. I could hear his heart beat. It was slow, and in a perfect rhythm.“You’re everything. " I'm having the best time of my life coach. I'm going to school. I'm playing ball and learning how to hit better than I've ever hit. I'm having a lot of fun."The game was boring. My first at bat was an easy liner over the third baseman's head. No one drove me in so it was standing on first waiting for a steal sign. The pitcher didn't have an exaggerated wind up so it would have been tough to steal on him. I led off the fourth and was given the swing away sign and an exaggerated sweep by the. But it wasn’t all that funny then and when I think about it, it still isn’t. All the inactivity is getting to him big-time. Oh, he’s learning fast, faster than fast, my God he’s reading at a reasonably adult level already, his English is unbelievable, and he absorbs almost everything like a sponge. And he’s working harder than I’ve ever seen anybody work in that garden, it’s huge—I had to stop him before he made it even bigger so it wouldn’t eat up his time too much—and he keeps it weed-free;.