She needs me a lot more than April right now, and I’m down with that.“We are half an hour out from your destination. It would be best that you cha...ge now, versus attempting to do so once we are on the ground,” one of the stewardesses on the flight said as she was checking on April. “We have provided you clothing for your adventures. Your clothes will make you appear to be a young couple starting out on their own with a new baby. For the pick-pockets, muggers, thieves, and drug addicts, there. ‘Welcome back baby, how are you feeling?’ ‘Where is your Taser? It felt like I was being electrocuted, and you are the only other person in this bed.’ ‘Once upon a time I warned you I was very good in bed. Do you believe me now?’ ‘Even the Constitution of the United States has a preamble, Steph. If you read it, it is more evocative than the entire document.’ ‘The remainder of the document may be tedious to read, but that is what holds this country together. You are an exceptionally fast. I know, I know. You TOLD meto try him out and to bring a pregnant belly to thealtar, but I still had some of those “good girl” notionsabout being a virgin when we married.But that was then. Sidney had his chance. Even though hehasn’t been fucking me more than once a day since wemarried (Can you believe it?), that ought to have beenenough. If he didn’t get me pregnant in these first threemonths, there must be something wrong with him. Thankgoodness I have Martin and. Finalmente riesco a scrivere nuovamente sul mio diario. L’ultimo mio aggiornamento risale al 12 Marzo, il giorno prima di… di… ancora oggi ho difficoltà solo a ricordarlo. Devo farmi forza. Lo psicologo da cui sono andata mi ha detto che per me è molto importante che io ricordi tutto e che lo scriva. “Per esorcizzare la vergogna” dice lui. E’ facile dare consigli, vorrei vedere lui se i suoi colleghi lo prendessero e… no, così non và bene, devo seguire un ordine. Devo descrivere la brutta cosa.