She'd gone to her mother's and about an hour later she called and said, 'This only confirms suspicions I've had about you for a long time, I want you ...ut of the house in the next 24 hours and I want a divorce!' "That was the last I'd seen or heard from her until divorce papers were served on me at work three days later."I felt both horrible and embarrassed for Herb. He assured me it was OK, he only married Ruth because he had gotten he pregnant and not out of love. He was happy not having to. "We walked over to her tent ... pinned to her door was a note written in Sharpie.'Simone, I'm fine. They're in a panic about a little bite. I'll probably have to stay the night for observation. I'll be back. When you're dealing with idiots you expect moronic behavior. John'Just a little note, written in Sharpie, on a the back of a piece torn from her sketchpad ... with a finished portrait of the professor on the front of it. Naturally, the ink bled through. She crumpled the note ... and drawing. " "Oh, that really is a big disappointment." She murmured her voice low and reeking of promise, as she slowly and very deliberately opened her legs to show me again, that beneath her dress her shaven vagina was showing, moist and ready for action. I hesitated, realising as I gazed into her eyes, that I was in great danger of losing everything I had worked for, but it seemed that I no longer had control over my own actions."I think you must consider artificial insemination, perhaps from an. I crossed also and sat on a bench nearby doing the same. For me it was part of my daily routine. For her, it seemed she had found a new place of beauty and solitude to assist in steeling herself to face the day.We are aware of each other's proximity. We are aware that we are the subject of each other's reverie. We are each aware that the other is also aware. I see the yearning in her posture. In the way she turns briefly, just enough to catch me in the corner of her eye. I am just the right.