My heart sank when the calculator displayed that I’d have less than eight hundred dollars coming my way, not including the money I still had in my w...llet. This was more devastating than all the speeches in my intervention. I had to come up with a plan and fast. I didn’t buy any booze that day and instead paced back and forth most of the night trying to think of what to do. I realized I wanted to work again, but my mind was still out of balance from the Sarah/David incident. I still couldn’t. "Tenth?" She rolled her eyes. "You skipped two whole grades?" Yeah. I'm sixteen now," I explained, giving her a sheepish smile, but I couldn't feel bad about it."You're gonna be a cheerleader too, I bet," she said, accusing me, obviously."Wellll..." I shrugged."Oh! That's just great!" My best friend scowled. "So I guess you and Meredith can just hang out all the time now!" Theresa," I sighed. "Maybe if you ask your mom..." She ain't gonna grow me anymore!" she said. "My mom's not like yours,. I was curious, of course, but Charles was older and very conservative. We wore nightclothes to bed and he took me in the dark. Everything you’ve done so far is a first for me.”I liked that, and it was motivational too. If I was going to be first, I wanted everything I did to be the standard any other men were compared against. With that in mind, I laid her in the center of the bed and had at it. I paid homage to every inch of her pale smooth body, before I centered my attention on her little. This word "roux" rhymes with "boo". It has been said that the Cajun recipe for angelfood cake begins with making a roux, but this is not true. A roux is simply flour and oil heated and stirred in a pot over heat until the color changes from flour white to varying shades of brown. I prefer my roux to be dark. Refer to the color of your walnut Garand stock (obligatory gun reference is NOW satisfied) for a color reference.How much of each? Enough is how much. Lemme guess and say start with ¾ cup.