I get out of the shower, vigourously rubbing my hair till it's dry enough to iron. I run the red-hot metal through my hair, brushing it from side to s...de so it will dry quicker. Like my breasts, I am quite vain about my hair. If it doesn't look good, if it falls flat then I have a bad day altogether. Typical woman that I am. I still feel groggy and find my way to my room. I neglected to bring any clothes with me to the bathroom as I assumed everyone was still asleep. Except my dad but he was. .!]Why do older gay (or bisexual) men crave younger men so much? I can't answer for every older gay/bi man, but for me, the reason I crave a younger man so very much is partly that they are younger (of course!), but along with being younger, they have this incredible lustful energy, that infuses everything else!As you get older, and whether your gay, bi, straight, or other wise, you start to find yourself becoming invisible to the rest of the world (and this seems to be particularly true if. As I got nearer, Mr R came out to finish off closing the shutters and padlocking them...I walked towards him and could sense him leering at my legs as I approached. I attempted my best swagger and sway, swinging my bag in my left hand."are you closing already?" I asked as I got beside himHe looked at me, his eyes moving from my feet to my head and then back again, savouring the view."Yes Anna, I am getting ready as we have a lot of rearranging to do tonight, I want to move some shelves and have. .. And you can listen to the cicadas singing their song oflove? Oh, Nature is so brimming with life and busting with love and songwhile you sit in your dreary little airless and soundless nursery andlet the hours and days and months idly slip by? But don?t despair,honey, Nanny will come by for you in a while and then we?ll go in forlunchies! Meanwhile, you enjoy yourself in the stroller and have somefun!??It?s so degrading and humiliating listening to her subtle mockery andhave to sit there.