So after those 10 years, a new chance, this time, I met him by the internet and before meeting in person, we had a good time writing to each other, I ...as 30 years old by then, so my mind was more mature, more things were clear, by this time, I had watched porn, gay porn, my mind was more open and ready to experience again, even thought I still had limitations because I was not outgoing, extroverted, that I could say let's do it. Yeah how bad it is not being able to feel free to do anything. Instead of going right back to sucking me, he touched me and fondled me. This was very nice. Although this was a very deliberate sexual encounter, he made it seem more warm and not so "fuck 'em and forget 'em". While he was stroking me and exploring me I was reciprocating. I was enjoying his body and enjoying him explore my body. He began sucking me again, and I had to pause for a minute while he made my whole feel like it was one huge cock. Every bit of me was nerve and every bit. She dropped to her knees engulfing my cock in her mouth, "she didn't do this when she was younger." She could deep throat my 6 inches easily. I told her that if she didn't stop I was going to cum but she continued till I blasted a load down her throat. I told her that it would be awhile before I could get it up again at my age. Jen told me not to worry as she would do her best to get me up.She lay on the bed as I returned the favor. I sucked her tits till her inverted nipples became erect. I. Ben then came behind me and sandwiched me between two big balck men, pounding my ass really fuckin hard and of course dre just shoved his big cock into my mouth. These boys fucked me furiously. I was trapped between with my holes filled and was gaging in exctasy on a huge cock!!! Ron clenched his muscular ass around me, while Ben just pounded away with that thick black pole, I couldn't do much but just be the grindr for these hard guys to get off on and in!!!. I had to cum, I said I'm gonna.