Oh. My. God.“Huh?” was all I managed to croak out.“Well you said ‘don’t even think about it,' what should you not being thinking about?” H... smiled as he made his way down the last few steps.“Oh I was talking to my brother." He peered over my shoulder, as did I. We saw Tony and Emily hug then move to the edge of the doc. Indulged in a deep conversation as they put their feet in the water.He looked back to me with a grin on his face. “I don’t think he heard you."“No, I didn't really say it that. Connie and I both made efforts to act as normal as possible without letting on our secret to anyone. I knew that I should take it easy on the alcohol so that I didn’t let anything slip out, but after a couple of beers, I wanted to be right next to her.As the evening wore, I couldn’t keep my eyes off of her, and I wanted to tell everyone just how I felt. Connie noticed my dilemma and asked me to help her carry in some of the dirty dishes. Once inside, she pulled me into a corner that was out of. ' He waited for thelaughter and clapping to end before continuing.'So why did I promote and marry a boy turned into a girl, you ask. Howcan a manufactured woman ever compare with the real thing? As a directorI am always moulding my leading lady into an image, a fantasy in mymind, for that particular film. Turning Bobbie, a wimpy male, into everyman's wet dream is simply put my ultimate fantasy. I was bored with thebeautiful women who surround me. Each and every one of them was willingand happy. He was the one guy who didn't want too much from me. Then I found out why, he's married and lives on Indian Lake with a wife and 2 kids. I'm such a loser."Mary started crying and I went to her to comfort her as best I know."Mary, you're not a loser. You know how I feel about you, and you were lucky enough to have 3 men chase you. You're a great looking woman, and as good a companion as any man could hope for. I know you as well as anyone and we tried to be a couple and neither one of us were.