Matt finally, grudgingly, realized that he needed to start promoting his books, even though they were selling well. Thinking about that, the time it t...ok to deal with the women in his life, and how much time he spent writing, Matt made a phone call to Dr. Humphries and asked if she’d be upset if he quit college.He hoped to finish school someday but had too much going on right now. She was surprised that it had taken him so long to ask. She was also surprised that it wasn’t because he was making. Fuck, watching his black cock plunder my white girlfriend turned me on. I would never have believed it, but for some reason that was my reaction to watching another man fuck her: arousal. I had expected some jealousy, but it was like being allowed to watch porn live. "Well, she seems done for the moment," Marcus said, clearly pleased with himself. I can't believe his performance turned me on so much, but I couldn't help but be impressed at his skill. She had been thoroughly fucked, and I,. My whole body clenched at the thought of him rubbing my walls clean.I puckered up my lips like they do in selfies, and pressed his tip into my hole; his legs jerked when he was all the way in. I pulled my head back, sniffing in deep. The smell of him made me moan, sending wild vibrations all along my lips; it tickled so much that I giggled like a schoolgirl. I pushed forward for another deep round, he started shaking like he had the Holy Ghost in him, gasping and panting like he needed help. I. I don't blame them. I'm not sure if they aren't right. I can't sleep anymore. I stare across the room at that closet and wait for the eyes. Mom doesn't see them, she thinks I want attention and Dad's decided that I'm trying to get away with something. And then there's David. How could I have thought that he really loved me. I think about death, diary, all the time. I think that maybe that's the only way that I'll be safe from him."The last entry was dated on Halloween night. The night that the.