He'd take me to a motel or to the beach, I imagined, and that would be that. I masturbated furiously that night and thought that my fingers were his c...ck pushing into me for the first time. And then went on to hump my pillow.But tonight, after I went out on a date with my boyfriend, it all went wrong again. Just when I was ready for him, he decided that he wasn't ready for me. Or, at least, he was going to make me jealous first by putting his arm round another girl at the party. I felt unsure. Josh wiped the tears in his eyes and realized that in spite of the adventures and the friends he had made and all the excitement, he was homesick. As Josh was getting Diablo ready for their turn at guard duty, Hobart came over to him and asked, ‘You wanna take that quarter horse stallion of mine instead of Diablo? He’s not as big as your horse but he’s lightning fast for over two miles. You could get back here quicker if something blows up on you out there.’ ‘No sir, but thanks for the offer,’. It wasn’t precisely true, but Cheryl was her best friend. I didn’t want to take that from either of them.She smiled and came to kiss me sweetly. “Maybe sometimes,” she said in a tone that told me that she wasn’t planning on sitting anywhere but with me.“I think I’m talked out about Cheryl for now,” I said softly. “Her situation gives me something to think about when it comes to other girls who were there that weekend, but no two people recover the same way, so it’s just something I’m keeping in. With my head starting to pound, but a smile on my face, I headed to my next class; only to find myself stumbling forward as someone pushed me from behind."Think you're some hotshot, don't you," Derek Peterson called.I regained my balance, and spun around to confront the bully. He stood there, laughing at me, with his hands on his hips, wearing a letterman's jacket."Leave me alone, Derek. I don't feel up to dealing with you right now." Ho! That's rich. YOU don't feel up to dealing with ME? Who.