You won’t lose me. Svetlana told me of your fears. If you can share me with her you will not lose me. You are our darlings, and I will do nothing to...hurt you or scare you. If you continue to feed me, love my wife, and smile for me in the mornings, you will want for nothing, ever. Understood?”They both nodded.“Good. I want to hold one of you and I want the other to hold my beautiful love, your mistress. Can we do that?” Lena giggled and assumed the position Svetlana was in prior to the little. Next again our chat continues, Arun: can you come next weekend to Bangalore. Me: I can’t me some other appointments here. For next 15 days I can’t move out anywhere. Arun: K fine then can you come after 15th of next month for a week stay at my home. Me: K but one week is too long. Is it ok if I stay for three days? Arun: I am not sure if the work done you can go. I accepted and went to Bangalore, he picked me up from airport, on the way we had a chat that he said I have to impress his wife as. Somtimes, I could see him and Sarah holding hands to the canteen, once I even see him locking his lips with Sarah at the back of the school block. Jealous was the best word to describ me at that time. Sometimes, I really wonder if I had fallen for him. However, when the thought of these came to my mind, I would always tell myself that I don't like him, I only like him as a big brother who protects and comfort me, to me he will always be the big brother of my life, nothing more than that.The. "You don't need to do that. I can wait."I brushed her off."No sweat," I replied. "Really, I don't mind. Kasey, if you tell your mother I gave Carrie money you're out of my will."Kasey kissed my cheek."Your secret is safe with me," she said. "But it's OK if you cut me out of your will anyway. I'm pretty sure I'll be OK if you leave your old sweatpants collection to Mark."I almost flipped my daughter the bird before I caught myself.The house was silent while the women shopped. It gave me a moment.