I nodded, then looked around the room again."Sorry I jumped on you in the elevator, Susie. I know exactly how you feel. At least I have Ronnie with me... but it's still scary. I want to be on my own and I guess college will be fine once I get used to it, but for now it feels a little like the Twilight Zone or something. This dorm sure doesn't feel like home yet," I said, and it felt good to admit it to someone. Susie smiled at me and her eyes got a little teary again."Austin, that's so sweet. I. Shit, I'd have settled for Colombo or even Barnaby Jones. I expected a grizzled veteran with a lot of life under his rumpled suit. I wanted someone with enough life experience that he's been there and done that.What I got was a twenty something pot-bellied guy with a three day beard reading a video game magazine. He looked at me through eyes that had seen too much Modern Warfare 3."What do you need?" he asked.I explained the situation to him and he grabbed a worn leather jacket off the rack. Since I am on birth control, we never worried about condoms, and I would sometimes leave his apartment and go home with his cum dripping out of my slit. I loved the feeling of it soaking my wet panties.Of course I continued my relationship with Jake as usual. I loved him. He was the man I wanted to have a life with, but Martin…Martin was just so damned sexy and he was like a narcotic. I could not get enough of him. When I was away from him, I was fantasizing about him and his big hard cock.. Such a tease, I thought. Working me up into this state. As I stroked, I muttered out loud. "The bitch. The fucking horny bitch. Oh Christ she turns me on. I want her. So fucking badly." I couldn't believe my own language, so wrong, so un-priestly. My organ was so slippery by now with pre-come, my hand moved smoothly up and down, and I knew that I could hold back no longer. With my other hand I held the knickers to my mushroom-head, watching the slit open wide as I reached a bone-shattering.