I would fly out there, see what was going on, and then play it by ear. Then, I would have to figure out what to do about Kelsey. If she was sleeping...with this douche, then that meant she didn’t really love me at all, and was just playing me. I wouldn’t tolerate that at all. I’d let one bitch get away with it, and I wouldn’t let it happen again. It didn’t take long to find them. I’d been watching Kelsey all morning. I saw her walk to class with Jenna, and she looked really upset. Her eyes. In his social circle, I didn’t fit in. Still the nerd. There were at least a half dozen guys giving him sexual service – guys who fucked, and I wouldn’t. We did try it once that summer. Eric pressed the point until I caved in. I stretched out bent over our kitchen island and prepped himself with olive oil. It was like being probed by a telephone pole. It was never for me. By the end of the year, we rarely spoke. Didn’t have a sexual encounter again until March, when he called me one evening. My mother held me tightly, trying to soothe away the pain I was feeling.My father came in, and also comforted me a bit until mom insisted that Igot to bed, and waited there until I fell asleep. The next morning as Iused the bath, I wondered if I could continue as a girl. The previousnights terror fresh in my mind, the continuing doubts about myselfrising. Still wearing a nightgown and looking like hell, I went in thekitchen to get some coffee."You okay honey?" Yeah dad. I'm just... I mean, I'm. 2 feet and about my looks :) you have to decide I will mail you my pic then you say if I am hot or not then I have large penis and I am a horny person who masturbates much, I don’t speak to girls even if they invite me out or chat with me I wont respond properly and actually I am very silent and reserved person but when is comes to sex I am the most naughtiest one . Taking you to the story or lets say it “incident” cos it really happened.When I was doing my 12th class I had a crush on a girl.