Oh, damn, that's the bell. I've got to run. I'll give you an update later."Now that's another way not to wake up. There could only be one female repor...er looking for me, and if she'd found me she was likely to dig up a fair amount of dirt on me pretty quickly. I assumed that none of my girls would say anything, but there were plenty of people willing to say any number of things about me—true or not—which could paint a very bad picture of me. Damn, it was New Orleans and Albert Rodriguez all. .Afterwards with a couple of beers I asked about using the songs and heexplained not just yet but at the end of the semester we could use thembut he was keeping the copyright.That pissed me of so I snapped at him for wasting our time.Jas and Cindy seemed a little upset with me but I was pissed, I likedthose songs, this whole thing was fucked up, why the fuck did Molly haveto get involved with me again? Fuck her, in many ways most of my angerat him was really about her. Did she bring him along. In Mysore my father sister was there, my father forced me to stay with her later I did so. Went to her house and she gave me a room in the first floor, and somehow the time got spent that day. Even my aunt has one daughter but she got married, my aunt use to work in Railways and she use to go to work by 9 to 6 his husband had some business so he use to go by 7:30 in the morning and he use to come in late night only, so they had one maid she use to come at 7 and she use to go by 8:30 if she want. But I’ve often thought about that coyote.”“Interesting story, but what does it have to do with what we’ve been discussing?”“But don’t you see, doctor? I’m like that coyote. I’m struggling with my internal conflicts, too. I’m not interested in having sex with women, though there are some that would like me to. I’m drawn to other men. But my teachings at school and church taught me that this is wrong, that a man should only have sex with a woman. I’ve wanted to start such a relationship with.