I do not have that. I cannot engage in nuanced conversation. It has only been a few short months that I can engage in any conversation. I have expande... my 'reading' list to include movies. I have discovered that I can discern human bodies within digitized forms of movies, although talking robotic structures can confuse me. Fortunately, there are thousands from which to choose and even more on the web. Humans never seem to grow tired of displaying themselves in short vignettes, some of which are. To make matters worse it seemed a tank was idling nearby based on the sound of its engine. Klaus had heard that those who come into Soviet captivity should prefer to be dead than to actually let them take you. With this in mind Klaus made his decision in mere moments. He began by slowly drawing up his right arm towards and then under his chest. Within his overcoat just next to his dog tags was the bayonet his father had used during the First World War and given him when he left for France. Not. The doctor stepped closer with an injection-gun in his hand. He shot some kind of fluid into right shoulder. ?Wh-What was that?? I asked in a thin voice. ?Just a nice cocktail. It has three effects. The main is to prevent your brain to loose consciousness. The second is to ?boost? your body to endure much more than usually. The third effect is a kind of nerve stimulator. It stimulates nerve-endings making them capable to transfer 300% more sensation than normally. That means whatever I do, you. Cannot be outand seem to be, be seen to be who I have been. I can no longer hide. AsI had hidden? I let the trousers fall, step free. Padding into my living room, feeling as unexpected swing of hips, asense of being rooted to the ground a little differently, more heavily.The weight of breasts, small as they are. Real feelings, real as --more real than -- a reflection in the mirror. Real as the extra inch Ithink stretched to reach my glasses, to swing myself from the bed. Ordid I; perhaps I.