But ... the whole experience was God awful, and I was trying to get pregnant with Lewis’s child, and here he passed me off to other men when we had ...lready discussed plans to start a family.“No consideration, no thoughts of perhaps this was a bad idea, no even asking me if I wanted to fuck his buddies. No, he just told me, ‘Lauren, I need you to do this. So don’t be a diva. Fucking sleep with my friends already!’ He didn’t say it, but I think that it was so that he could get into Nicki. She looked down at her son, Tristan who was still hogtied, gagged with a large ring gag, and his cock hard and leaking precum. She started to cry and struggle as she knew that what the black man had told her a few moments earlier was about to become their reality. She was screaming no into her gag but all the was heard was mmmpppffggghh. The tears streamed down her face ns all down her huge DDD tits. Her bare pussy was stretched wide with the dildo stuffed to the hilt. She was naked and exposed. Some of it is unpleasant.” “As the months rolled by I became quite desperate about wanting sex. I began to think I was obsessing. I began to fantasize about men I’d see as I walked around Ripon and it made me feel a little unclean. It made me cry at night. At times I would shout out to Ted that I was sorry. I felt guilty about it. At the same time I was bringing myself to orgasm with my fingers. The release was great for a few minutes, then it all seemed so sterile. Why couldn’t I control. I had expressed an interest in becoming their sub/sex slave. They were agreeable with me being a novice in this type of setting. I was told they were very eager to have a mature subject. I was informed we would chat more online now that we had met, with the intention of role playing a few scenarios that they were interested in doing in real life. Their requirement was for me to get use to what they expected of me, making it abundantly clear that during real time sessions I would be preforming.