?I wasn?t even sure how I would react to having a real person takecontrol of me, though I wished at times that I had enough courage to tryit.? So I se...tled for self-bondage. Ofcourse, self-bondage does have limitations, and as much as I could give myselfa certain feeling of restraint, there was always a limit to what could be done.? On the other hand, you were able to stopanytime you liked. The night that my little secret became notso secret started out no different than any other night. I had. His hands and lips touched her skin constantly – a light, gentle stroking while he looked down at her and then his tongue or fingers explored the places that made her tremble and lift her body for more. Laying under him she felt that he could get whatever he wanted from her. Although it had been her encouragement that had brought them to this situation, he was now firmly in control. Each time he thrust himself into her it caused a reaction in her body she could not have stopped even if she had. As for me, I followed the wise advise of seafearers not to have full sex with questionable women, I only have them wanked me off for little fee in money specially if we go to France. I first noticed Dian's change in sexual behavior when she was 25 after our dauhghter was born. At that time we didn't have sex because she just gave birth and I had to leave again. I would return 11 months later. All in all we hadn't have sex since about 19 months. When I returned on that year Dian took me by. I said “no, I’m a class act” and I gave her the job. Well after working at a Strip Club she knew how to be friendly and handle people. The summer was usually slow but with Suzy I had repeat customers coming in all the time. One night after closing Suzy and I struck up a conversation and she said “you know I don’t make as much money here, but I have my dignity, thanks. A week later I asked her out and on our first date we wound up at my place. We were drinking and making out on the couch when.