We would get high and drunk as shit. I started to realize that I was being stupid to not try to get some play. I really wanted to but I had never been...very successful and most girls I was involved never gave it up and just used me for various reasons. I am not a shy person, so I decided to start putting myself out there. I am kind of a bigger person, I would not say fat, just big, so I was always self conscious and very scared of rejection, because that is all I have ever dealt with. I really. Again it was very intense. We had no overtly psychic phenomena occurring but it was still very loving, very sweet. We held each other for a long time. Occasionally gently kissing and stroking. We were totally relaxed, totally tender. There was a real look of love in her eyes. Eventually she sat up. I started to get up also but she said: ‘Just lay back. I want to try something.’ I did and she started rubbing her hands together. They began to glow white, getting brighter and brighter. Her whole. She started talking to him, making engaging eye contact and being very flirtatious. He took it all in: every bit of her sexy legs, long lovely hair, beautiful face, and nice sized tits that were pushing out against her swim suit. Just as he was taking it all in, she looked him over completely, guessing he was probably 26 or 27. She looked at his legs then noticed the bulge in his swim suit.She continued to stare at the bulge and was certain that he knew she was looking between his legs at the. “Not now?” Jessica asked. “Are you sure that you’re OK?”“Yes and no. It really was the only thing that could happen with Bethany. I told you that about a month ago.”“So you were prepared?” Kara asked.“As much as I could be,” I sighed. “I think everyone pretty much expected this to happen. But that doesn’t make it any easier.”“Where will she go?” Kara asked.“I’m hoping she’ll move in with Kathy and Kurt, if they’ll have her. That was what she said she was going to try to do when I left to come.