" she said. "You hungry?"Kim helped me sit up and held a cup of soup for me to sip; I gradually became more aware of my physical being and my surround...ngs. I was awake for the moment, but I knew that when evening came I'd have no trouble falling asleep.As I started to eat my soup, Kim said, "When you finish, you have visitors waiting to see you. I'll help you with your hair." Visitors?" I squeaked, aghast at the prospect. "Who knows I'm in here?"Kim sat next to the bed and took my hand. "Did. I don't want you to forget him." I love you, John." That's good, because being in bed with you like this is giving me ideas." Then we'd better put these mugs down before we spill the tea."When they woke again, Andrew was bouncing on his mother and Lucy was looking at John very seriously from a foot or so away."Isn't it breakfast time?" Andrew was asking Amy."Are you going to be our Daddy now?" Lucy was speaking to John.At a loss, John looked at Amy, who gave him a little smile and a small nod.. ...After a drunken evening, of truth telling, you promise to fulfil my birthday wish.......a few weeks/months later, I arrive home on my birthday treat night, to discover this may be such a night..... Children away for the night, I tentatively open the birthday card from you, as usual the loving card, that warms me in all the right places... but.... also a letter...."In the office you will find a note on your keyboard, read it, remember it and shred it!" is all it readsI enter the office, and. .. walking away questioning other peoples sexual backgrounds and how well they say they do their due dilligence concerning safe health. One last reason... partaking in a 3 some situation only confirms through the way I look at things... and that would be of very little significance to our special friendship. I do not have the ability to close off portions of my mind or vision going into the unknown with very little value. If I had those skills for reasons pertaining to my work or for a.