Dinner was not a smooth thing. The k**s were home as instructed and they knew something was not right. Robert made no advances towards me, no innuendo...s, no improper touching. Everything was so above board it was almost sterile. By 8:00 dinner was over and the k**s were on their way to visit with some friends. The house was ours for about the next two hours.I was sitting on the couch next to Robert when Joe came back in from seeing the k**s off. Robert had his arms around me and I was leaning. We were in southern Colorado shopping one weekend when she said she would like to go to a XXX theater we had visited in the past. We normally walk in and I let her pick out a guy she likes the looks of, then we sit down beside him and she starts to work her charms. Becky usually has the guy going nuts in a few minutes. When she sits down she pulls her skirt is up high enough so that the guy knows exactly what she has on (or more correctly – what she doesn’t have on). In a few minutes her blouse. There is a doorway in its surface, a hatch there to be opened and though we have to be able to bring forth the courage to do this simple thing. Can it be that in the opening of this simple doorway, that we are afraid it will open more doors within ourselves? It is most frightening our familiarity with this ancient craft, that it is some how a part of us and we apart of it. Maybe it is we are afraid that the answers we feel must rest within will not be there, waiting for us. Afraid that the. She told okay and early morning she came and dropped me at the bus stand and went back home. I came back home after 4 days and i saw that mom was looking very different. She looked tired and exhausted and was walking with her legs apart. I knew something had happened so i went and checked the spy cameras inside the house. As soon as she returned home the black tuk tuk driver who videotaped mom getting gangbanged came home and told mom to get ready to go somewhere. Mom refused but he blackmailed.