DeeDee had brightened a bit since Monday, but she still seemed to be in a funk. Hard to imagine a sad, red-headed cheerleader in a tight cheer sweater...encasing enormous tits, but that was DeeDee.Shelby cornered me briefly after lunch at my locker to tell me something I already knew.“Lexie’s up to something,” she said under her breath.“She’s always up to something,” I shrugged, pulling a book out of my locker.“No, I think she has her sights set on you,” Shelby insisted.“What? Why?”“I see how she. " I shrugged and nodded. "I don't think you hold anything in particular against Nigel, do you?" she asked. "No, I don't think so." "So why did you want to see him punished?" "Curiosity, I suppose." "Just that?" I nodded. "So, for the sake of your curiosity, you were willing to let Nigel be punished. Without knowing how severe that punishment might be--how much it might hurt?" I felt a little uncomfortable. When she put it like that... She still appeared to anticipate my feelings. "There's. I wanted to CUM. But I also didn't want to CUM at the same time! I think that was the foundation for my learning how to edge. Still, my body wanted the pleasure, aching with desire, my hard cock was dripping with lust. Incredibly I was still trying to read the hot story in the letters magazine, but all I could do was focus on the sentence: "his cock was in heaven, as Mary's warm lips sucked on him, one hand holding and stroking his hard cock, as her other hand massaged his balls and her middle. Till that time watching fashion tv and hot pics in the magazines was more than enough for my sexual urges.One day I was at a friends place when his elder brother brought an erotic magazine and a cd which had porn movie in it. When his parents went away for some evening get together outside we watched the clip and went through the literature. We were excited to the core and I came home and jerked off. Days went off and I was more restless than ever. I tried to visit and see Meera more and more..