This is about when I really became totally into guys bodies and that beautiful appendage hanging between they're legs. I learned how to pleasure big h...t cocks; sort of became addicted to them and knew that I was always going to be seeking them out. A cock loving bottom slut is how my fuck buddies refer to me.Nathan was the oldest of the group of guys I hung out with in the neighborhood. Nate, as we all called him, always bragged about how big his dick was and I would always get caught looking. I have so much to do today. And this is the fifth time this week! Why do I keep having such repulsive dreams? They almost make me feel I was in that room with alex again... She slipped into the steaming water.That feels good. It'll wash that taint away. I should never have let that happen.She reached up and grabbed her washcloth.Why did I? I felt so weak, so helpless. That's not like me. I'm such a strong, controlling person.She got the soap.I love it when I get to break someone the first time.. I spread my legs and she presses her thigh against my mound while I do the same to her. Our tongues meet and play in the strong kiss.She moves her hand down my side and massages around my breast until she reaches the edge of the areola. She then uses her fingertips to massage my areola and nipple. Electricity runs through me. The skin on my breasts contract, my nipples harden and goose bumps appear. She kisses down my neck and shoulders and massages my breasts with her mouth and tongue,. She put my head on her pussy and took my hands on her boobs and made me caress it. She kept both her hands behind for support and lifted both her legs out of the water. It was a sight to see. She had closed her eyes and was breathing heavily. She let out light moans and was out of her senses.She came back to her reality and got in the water. She was quiet for a while and asked me whether I want her to suck my cock. I told her not here. Then she said, “Let me swim naked for a while and then.