I hadn't even touched myself."So, the staff and the troop leaders tell me you were a hero again," Mom said as we left the ranch.It had taken a few min...tes to get out of there because each of the girls had stopped to give me a really nice full-front hug. Even the leaders. Phyllis hugged my face right into her boobs. I almost suffocated. Debbie was really nice and just said, "Hang in there brother. If you ever need a sister, let me know." Jennifer went last and gave me a slip of paper with her. "I couldn't really understand that until our wedding night. The man who bound me and hurt me. I hated it at first, then gradually as the feeling of helplessness overwhelmed me, it became exciting. For those moments, he owned me, he could do anything to me he wished and I was powerless to resist. I have since wondered if I, if any woman, could be trained to accept and love the role of sexual slave." Why don't we find out." I didn't mean..." she started, but the look in his eye told her he was. Beth said we couldn’t go home for fear of puttin’ you in danger too. We wuz gonna steal a coupla horses an' ride to Austin to git lost in the big city. Then we wuz gonna wear men’s clothes, rob stage coaches for a livin’ an' drink Mexican beer.”“Horse stealin’ an' stagecoach robbin’ is hangin’ offenses in Texas.”“We knowed that but we also knowed it wuzn’t likely they’d hang women for such crimes but we didn’t want to spend long years in jail neither. That’s why we wuz still thinkin bout it. My dress had disappeared and I have to sit there naked, Im told to sit down and keep my legs open at all times. Tears fall from my eyes but no one notices or cares as they go back to talking and drinking only this time I seem to be the main topic as each pair of eyes flicker to me every now and then, moving all over my body and between my legs. Jim hand me a small glass of the same yellowy liquid I had earlier, I dont think about it I just knock it back hoping it will help some way or another..