We got up. I got dressed while Jill quieted the baby. I took her so Jill could dress. We headed upstairs. Time to explain our new home. Upstairs. Dow...stairs. Two different homes. We lived upstairs. We worked downstairs. When work consisted of pornography, we sealed it off. It contained our offices as well, so locking the door wasn’t necessary when not shooting film or screening it. The door and walls had padding as well to keep the noise out from upstairs. It hadn’t always been that way. In. " What! Why?" Well it doesn't last forever and the Dr said it was time to replace it but it hurt so bad when he took it out I told him not to place another one, I'll just use the pill like before,"My heart sunk!" Well that was a little risky , don't you think?" Yeah, but that's what makes it fun right?" Well, he may have came in you a little before he pulled out you know! You might should go get the morning after pill!" No, it's OK. If my cycle is right, I shouldn't be ovulating til Thursday. "He raises his hand and places it over mine on his cheek. "Ms Gardner. You give me hope. You have always given me hope. I believe everything you say." He smiles. "It makes me happy to know that I remind you of your husband. I wish I could bring him back for you, even just for a while, just to see happiness in your eyes again. You're so lovely -- you don't deserve to be sad."Without warning, Peter steps forward and wraps his arms around my waist, pulling me into him. At first I stiffen, my hands. " She handed me a CD. It was our 'Highly Zen' album with the UK cover. Just looking at the picture of us we looked so different. I looked so young and the long hair we had back then was hilarious. As I looked I could see my reflection on the CD case. I could see the last 25 years of my life right before my eyes."I played it and it still sounds great... Last Friday I could hear you playing after school and I didn't recognise the song you were working on, but it sounded good. I went across to see.