“It’s not your fault, Angie! It’s mine!” Cindy told her, “I was too pushy about it and such, I guess.”“Now, both of you listen to me, an... listen good! It was Billy’s fault and no one else’s. Nobody forced him to rape you, Cindy. That was all him, and he’s gonna have to pay for it. Big time. Ladies, what do you say we pay this punk a visit and teach him that a real man, and a real Dom, doesn’t abuse women and girls?” Pamela said, “We’ll need the men, of course, to help with some of this, but we. And he did and put them on the table. Im ready… he said Ill do it as careful as I can…we can do doggie style…itll hurt less I explained. Right. He said slowly getting on his hands and knees. I grabbed a small pot of lube and put some on my dick, as well as his small virgin hole, slowly sliding one finger in, he gasped. you ok? I asked. Yeah…its just a little cold.. he said. Then Ill put another one… I said sliding in another finger…this time he moaned a little, I could tell the pleasure was. Excitement tended to turn into excruciating terror much too quickly for my taste. Luckily, most of what we did wasn’t all that exciting.I got some excitement one afternoon my third week when we were sent to ‘see the woman’ in a trailer park up by the Haralson County line. She was the park manager and was complaining about a smell coming from one of the trailers in the park. We talked to her for a minute, but she couldn’t tell us what it was like. She thought it might smell like a doctor’s. But still I felt like I had just sold the last piece of my soul.I had not always been like that.End of summer 2004, Khao Lak, ThailandToey was ready to admit that I was her man and that she was my woman, but in the beginning she was not willing to go any further than that. It was a week later when I had her laying on top of me after our latest session when I decided to tell her my history. I told her about my wild high school time, about Lisa and how she abandoned me after my parents died. I.