.. who am I ... talking to?" I tried to ask. Instead it came out "Waa ... wha ma ... taa?" Don't talk, Alex. It makes it bleed more. Just lie still ti...l the ambulance gets here. But, Alex, please don't go. Stay here with us. You can't leave us, you just can't."I again gurgled a bit and could hear a wet sound I assumed was due to the bleeding.'Tell her I'm not going, ' I sent out to no one in particular. 'Hurt too damn much ... to go anywhere.' I didn't know if it would ever get to her, but at. I can now claim to be bisexual!“And when she told me later I had given her six orgasms I felt very pleased with myself.“Can’t wait to have you home tomorrow so I can show you my all over sun tan, and to tell you all about Stella while you are fucking me.”When I walked in the door Janet was stark naked for me apart from killer high heels.“Like my all over suntan baby? Good, come and fuck me then, I haven’t had a cock for a week.In the afterglow Janet described for me in great detail the lesbian. ‘Wait,’ he suddenly said, and I didn’t open my eyes as he stood up and walked away--presumably to get something.He was back in a minute, taking my feet onto his lap again. Then, I heard him twist something open, and one of my eyes peered out suspiciously at him. ‘What’s that?’It was some sort of pot--sort of like the kind you’d buy mayonnaise in, with the same twist-off lid. It looked like it had mayonnaise in it, too, some sort of oily white creamy substance, but slightly translucent, and. For a long time, no one spoke a word. It was Liz who first broke the silence."You will die," she said to me, and smiled."I know," I said.She thought that I had not understood her. "You will die now, on this trip," she said."Yes, I know," I said."Since when do you know?" she asked, trying to keep her surprise from showing in her voice."Since before I agreed to join the expedition," I said."But how did you know?"I looked at Paul who sat next to us, pretending not to be interested in our talk. Or.