I've always loved my sister, more than just brother-sister love should be. Her small eyes, wide eyed with fear, wet with tears. To be here laying in h...r bed with her is too much nearly as it is, comforting her. "Big bubba, why am I so scared?" Because, you watched a scary movie I told you not to." I said, wiping her tears away."None of it's real, right bubba?" Not any of it." I can't believe myself, how can I sit here, thinking sexual thoughts? Making her scream for me to make her feel so much. I had a job, and livedin a small apartment near the city centre. I knew about bdsm and bondage sexfrom the internet, and had looked at many websites, some with personal messagesfrom dommes and from submissives like myself. I took the plunge, and addedmy name to a personal site for mistresses, masters and slaves, giving a falsename, Laura. I said that I was a pain slut, young and good-looking, with aslim body, fairly large breasts, and shoulder-length straight brownish-blondehair. Plenty of. She seemed to find it a bit tight and so to my great pleasure stripped completely. Taking the dress off she started to masturbate lying naked on the floor facing the mirror with her legs spread wide. I was fascinated with her perfect body big tits and long hanging pussy lips.She orgasmed shuddering as if she was having a fit for several minutes. By then I'd cum over the back of the mirror. Now I had my own really blue voyeur movie.I remembered sometimes she sunbathed in the next-door's enclosed. I pressed my lips together and shook my head no and just walked through the group toward my truck. My friends turned to watch me. They were still watching while I drove away. This was the first time I had not hung around for kibitzing and some snacks in a couple of years. It was just another indicator to them that something was wrong.Instead of going straight home I drove farther out of town to one of my favorite spots along the river. I parked, grabbed my replenished bottle of water, and moved.