I was now told to strip and his voice changed from very friendly to quite stern and authorative. My first task was to put on wrist and ankle straps. I...was then lead to the centre of the cellar and my wrists were secured to two fixing points with clip attachments. Then I was told to open my legs and a spreader was attached. There I was in a spread eagle position and wondering what was coming next. He picked up a riding crop and started to slap my cock and balls with it. Just enough to be. .I just felt dirty" I said, then tried to divert the questioning. "And I don't feel good, so I don't have any supper started. Maybe we can just order something in, okay?" "We can do that" he said. "Why do your clothes smell like smoke?" "Oh...this store I went to down the hill...second-hand place, the owner smokes. It's on my skin too, another reason I feel dirty." Loi gently scolded me for venturing into less-safe areas, then thankfully let it go. Somehow, either masked by spicy Indian. Walls, yes, flawed walls?built up to protect me from the pain inside. For over a dozen years I had been made to believe that I was nothing, that I was stupid and undeserving of anything good. But I was finally free from his fists and rage. I began a new life. It took me several more years to find this consensual lifestyle with my Master. But the cost of my past marriage was high. The anal sex I had once enjoyed, I now feared and hated. Several others before my Master tried, only to give up and. She got a huge charge out of doing them and then having me come out of the closet, eat her and then fuck her. Her absolute favorite was to have me fuck her and then hide in the closet and watch while she had her boyfriend eat her. Whenever he would comment about how wet she was she would tell him that she got dripping just thinking about him coming over to do her. The only time I balked at eating Mary's pussy was the time she brought six guys home and fucked them. She finally talked me into it,.