... I told her I was all nigger ... She laughed ... I was relieved .. Usually people got upset when I said the N word in un-african american company. ...t's okay to think it, but you just cant say it ..." Wanna kick it ?" "Huh?" Leslie blinked her heavily shaded eyes and tapped me on the shoulder. "You wanna go with me and vibe .. Just like .. Hang in a car and talk shit." I nodded and followed Leslie out into the party. she had tied a sweater around her waist, but it did little to conceal her. I enjoyed the feeling as long as I could.Up until a month ago, I had not been with a man for a couple years. My wife and I recently separated and I went searching for a man that would help me complete my journey. I found the perfect man. Like me, he is a bottom but we have incredible sex. All I want to do is please him. He asked me if I wear panties. He said he enjoyed wearing them. I ordered two pair of panties and bras. I can't wait for them to get here so we both can dress up in them. I know. "All right!" shouted Christie and I looked around to see if anyone waswatching as she came over and said, "Let me try that club." I got hardjust looking at her painted finger nails wrapped around my throbbingprick. "Wow, it's hot and hard, just the way I like them." All right -- let's get on with the game," Kimberly said. I was sodisoriented, my second shot was worse than my first. Two shots and Istill wasn't past the ladies' tee. "Hey, now you'll have to play withyour balls out, too," Christie. After a delicious meal prepared by your loving hands, you bathe me in a warm, vanilla scented bath. Vanilla seems to make you hunger in more ways than one and I love it when you have a difficult time maintaining control. Your sensual pain pleases the sadist in me. I glory in the frustration and agony reflected in your dark eyes.Your handsome face becomes hard as stone so as not to betray the torment you are enduring.I drape my hip-length, blonde hair over the back of the tub, lay my head back.