He didn’tsee the hungry desperation in her face because he wastoo absorbed in his newspaper, and even if he hadlooked at her, he would probably ...ot have registeredanything. He had no idea just what was going throughher mind as her longing eyes ignored his pot-belly andarmpit stains and saw only his sex. As far as he was concerned, she couldn’t possibly beattracted to him. Only Julia Roberts or Demi Moore hadever expressed any desire for him, and then only whenhis eyes were shut.. You know, and not ruin the friendship, or make things weird.’ ‘What is it?’ I asked. She couldn’t possibly… ‘It’s just… I see those videos we watch, and those women giving head, and it just… does something inside of me. I don’t know what. But it fascinates me, and I want so badly to try it. At the same time I’m worried about trying that on someone I’m dating, because I’m afraid they would see me as a ‘whore,’ and they wouldn’t respect me.’ ‘You’re not a whore if you give a blowjob,’ I said,. See, missy my clit has the habit to think on her own without consultation or negotiation. I can be extra super duper, on the highest pole of wanting to fuck and when masturbating she won’t burst. The masturbation in the car was bizarre, fun, exciting, a rush, scary although in the dark, I thought I was sick, crazy, needed counseling, everything was running in my mind. I even started thinking about those who are voyeurs. Gosh people, not sure it’s healthy but who gives a fuck, it was fun. Being. "I'm Marcia. I have never seen you before?" It was more of a questionthat a statement."I'm Grace. I'm staying with my...brother. Fred, for the weekend." Ididn't know if Fred was my brother or lover, I settled on brother toavoid any complications; after all, there is a five year difference inour ages. How would it look for a fifteen year old girl to be stayingwith a twenty year old "lover"?We talked for a few minutes and went to our own apartments. About an hour later the door bell rang. It was.