"You want us to go into this bathroom at "Ranger Books", go in the toilet, kneel on the filthy floor, get our pants down and wait for guys who we neve... even see to put their dicks through a hole in the wall, and suck them off till they cum?" Yeah, it sounds scorching hot, Syl..." It does? It sounds insane to me.Who would do that? Something so nuts??" What if we get sick?" Gay guys do it, they do. I have an older woman friend. Her name is Penny. She is the woman who gets me the toys and the porn. " "Are you afraid that you're going to lose him?" I questioned. She sighed again, and took a sip of coffee. "It's not that. Not really. It's just that...I have too many doubts. About him...about myself." "What sort of doubts?" I asked. "Oh...if he's just looking for a wife. Someone just to fill in...to do things for him." I could see what she meant. "And I have doubts about myself," she said. "Like what?" Mom gave me a kind of chiding smirk. "Well...it's been a long time since I've been with a. I decided I had to take the bull by the horns and tell her that we must stay away from each other."What we did was wrong, Irene. It was my fault and it can't happen again. I'm sorry for causing you... hurting you... even if you don't think that I hurt you. So, this weekend while we're home alone I will stay away from you... completely." But Bill? It was my fault too. I wanted to," she said and the sight of that sexy mouth and her shapely body caused an unwilled swelling of my evil prick. But I. "Oh quit embarrassing her Laura!" said Jenny smiling at me.I gave her a shy smile back took another sip of tea then made my excuses, "Well I gotta get going. My Mum's coming to take me out to get new clothes, see you later."I wandered back up to my room drinking my tea and got out my clothes for the day, going for one of my new outfits jeans with my sparkly t shirt. I downed the rest of my tea, grabbed my wash kit, and went to clean up.After that I put on my clothes and brushed my hair, making.