"I only do it for John here as a favour now and again - except this morning when I confess to having been just a little jealous and put out!"The girls...went outside again after lunch and walked over the neighbouring and deserted hills for a few hours before returning for dinner. Mrs Travers again reproached Gwen and applied more stuff to her back.The evening was passed playing a variety of parlour games and they all retired to bed at midnight. Gwendoline was given the best guest room and the. You had the same effect on me that the lovers had on you, it seems.”She giggled again, nervously. “Anyway, that pad was totally soaked. And when I wiped it up, I noticed that when I cleaned myself up and wiped myself there, this time it caused only a little discomfort. I mentioned it to Dr Rousis and she asked me to touch myself again, and again it was bearable—not pain, but just a kind of anxiety like something bad would happen but it didn’t. Oh, this is so hard to talk about...”She was. I went to take it off. "No, leave it," said Janice. "Okay," I said, but I felt really self conscious, especially with thestockings."Are you going to make some tea or coffee?" I hadn't planned to, but okay." I went downstairs. The candles wereguttering and spitting after having been left the night before, so I blewthem all out. I also retrieved the thongs and wondered whether Ishouldn't put mine back on to finish the look.I looked down at myself and apart from the fact I was still. Since I had some big projects coming up that demanded extra manual labor, I decided to really go out on a limb and give Trevor the chance to work for me. With a particular job requiring close to 700 yards of sod to be laid and only two other workers, having a strong young buck around to do the dirty work would help me get the job done on time. Surprisingly, he did fairly well, and seemed to thrive having actual physical work to do, as if it occupied his mind and kept him from thinking about.