It has a shining head. Something is happening to me. Inside me. I look up at Mimsy again. I don’t know how, but she is motioning that I need to thro... up like a mother bird and feed all the babies around me. It feels like there are ants crawling around inside of me, and then I am throwing up. But I can’t give it to anyone, because there are worms in it. I am throwing up, I realize, awake. Someone is there and I am clinging to her. It. Flesh, pounds and pounds of it like I can climb inside.. All that mattered was that she wanted me now, now, wanted my lust-hardened cock to be set in motion to match the desperate desire that was churning within her. At last, through tightly clenched teeth, she hissed bitterly, “Saheb, chod do mujhe, chodo, jorsey FUCK ME!”As she closed her eyes in humiliated defeat my face twisted into an obscene smirk of victory. Savoring my sweet revenge, I levered my self up into a push-up position and slowly withdrew my deeply-imbedded length until only the. I explained to her that if I knew I would have fallen for her that I wouldn't have re-upped for another three years. I told her that I would come home as often as possible and maybe she could come and see me also.I told her that I had to go to Columbus and find an apartment. It should be pretty easy since it's a big college town and there are always a lot of rentals available. She offered to go apartment hunting with me. Of course I said yes but later I found out she had an ulterior motive. It. Adrienne trusted me with her secret and I clung to that like a lifeline. I couldn't betray that trust for any reason.So Brooke just told me to give Adrienne her space and hope she would come around eventually. She couldn't ignore me forever, right? I just hoped there wasn't something psychologically wrong with Adrienne. I desperately hoped I hadn't truly 'broken' her, as Lynne put it.I agonized about the whole thing for a week. For a teenager to spend that much time obsessing about a single.