I try to distract myself."Ya, right ."*haha* I fight to maintain my nonchalant air.I suspect that the mystery of my Holiday letter is one of Sheri's p...anks. I wouldn't be surprised if, after having navigated events so I'd be trapped on campus this winter,she would, at the last moment reveal that she would be home, pretending innocent forgetfulness."Don't you want to be with your family, this year?" I ask her."Do YOU want me to be with my family, this year?" she snarks back."Um..."Sheri looks up. She asked me what I was thinking.. I said I wasn’t thinking anything.. Veena.. why is u heart beating so rapidly and so loud. I said I Dont know. Veena… I know the reason. I asked her what’s the reason Veena.. Because its already 5pm..I asked her so what… And if she wanted me to leave…Veena.. I Don’t want you to leave because I am gonna alone tonight and her friend would be returning only tomorrow.. But if you Dont wanna stay you can leave.I said dont wanna leave..Specially when I know you are. It'll be cool, ok?"I thought about it and although my knees were still shaking withnerves I was also so excited that nodded my assent. Jason wasn'tlooking at me at that moment and repeated his question."Is that ok? If we go somewhere that we won't be spotted?"I nodded again and smiled, this time Jason was looking at me and Icould see he was thinking about something. Then he came up with thebombshell."You could go as my girlfriend," he said confidently, "not in adress and that, but if you wear. “I don’t know about you but I’m horny just thinking about how close I was to fucking Dee.” He said. “I’m horny just listening to you talk about it” I agreed.We walked on in silence for a couple of minutes while going down a narrow lane between the houses. Once we were clear and back in the open street, John turned to me. “Would you fuck a guy if you were horny enough?” he asked. I can’t explain why, but I felt a weight lift from me. Somehow, not only did I know this was coming, I knew I could.