At times I wantto fight whatever is happening, then I'm loving the beautiful clothesI'm wearing, the smell of my perfumed body, having a doll all of m... own.Everything I seem to do or think now is saying Toby you're nothing but aSissy, Toby you're nothing but a Sissy. I must ask nanny what is goingto happen to me. I was beginning to think she had forgotten about me, as she had beengone for sometime."Put your doll back in her bassinet now, then come and have some lunch."were her only words."Nanny. That brought back her doubts, could she really do this? Was it all a crazy idea? Had she been lucky so far? Was that all it was? It got worse from there. She'd neglected Anthony and risked her marriage to help other people, or so she thought. It had worked for Adrian but George was turning out to be a failure.Remembering Anthony didn't help. Why was he driving when she called — he should have been at home. He couldn't be cheating or he'd have found an excuse to turn down Laura. What would Laura. Millie and Summer were clueless when it's outside of food and home. They had lived so long thinking about their next meal and what they could do to have food the next day that they didn't, or couldn't, think about much more than that yet. Mildred easily took to buying, selling, and bartering, and recognized value received for value given, but she still didn't understand money all that well.Summer had learned a lot from some of the television she watched, so she knew the items advertised require. I say sorry and you just smile going a little more red, you look so Sexy I give you a great big smile back and hold my had on your leg a lot longer than is needed but you do not complain. I slide under your desk and start to pull at cables testing connections, I don't need you to help but ask if you could pull your chair back to the desk and press some keys for me to see if it is working. I know it will not work as I have unplugged the power but I just want you close to me, my face is just by.