I finished off the last bite of my salad and was actually and surprisingly full. I looked at Masha and answered, "Banzai is sharp as hell and he certa...nly figured out exactly what happened. If you remember he ate the same meal here before on your china plates but what really clinches the deal is her taking one of the chocolate hearts I gave you. I showed those to Banzai and bragged about them so I know he would remember those."Masha looked sad and asked the next logical question, "Jack, what do. " But...but I'm so...ashamed!" I hate it!" I said, knowing it was both thetruth and a lie at the same time."No, you don't hate it dear, you hate not being able to be free to beyourself. You're afraid of what everyone else will say if they knew justhow pretty you are able to become. Now then, come sit by me and tell meall about why you feel this way."I sat next to mom like a lump, until she took my hand in hers. Then itcame out. All of my frustrations, fears, denials, then the elation. Kintu kmn jeno purano hoe geche…tao kichukhhon thont chuslam..amar thontao amar bou seela chuslo..tarpor amar kaane kaane bollo”ei suncho amader ei sex kmn jeno purano hoe geche na..?? Ektu notun experience korle bhalo hoto na..ektu diff..??” ami or sathe agree holam..ha thikii to seii kotodin dhore seii ekbhabe cholche..ebar etu change dorkaar…sheela ke bollam ki korbe tahole?? Sheeela bollo bolte pari jodi tumi raji thako to…!!! Ami bollam sex er jonno ami sabamyeiii raji…sheela ebar ja bollo. "Could we make it this Saturday?"This Saturday. Five days! "S-sure. What, um, what time do you think-" How about three?" Three, three...yes, of course. Three's fine." So we'll see you then!" She started to head out, but turned around and said, "Enjoy your sites!" licking her lips wickedly. Mark felt his face turning red, but he also felt his erection rising within him.The next five days seemed to last forever. At night, lying in bed Mark let his imagination run wild, dreamed of Jen's seductive.