After the usual greetings, I told Walt why I was there. "John Buckley was shot in the guts 3 days ago an' he's gonna die on us any time. I been tryin'...to puzzle out why his ranch was the target fer so much trouble an' I jus' can't get nowhere." I'm really sorry 'bout John, an' I wish I could he'p. But I don't know why anybody would pick on John. He's always been a right nice neighbor ta everybody, and he's he'ped any time he was asked. I have ta agree with Sol that there ain't no gold been. Inka me babu raledha school nunchi annanu . Inka time undhi annaru.. Aunty nakoka help cheyyochuga annanu.. Enti annaru.. Mimmalani okasari kiss chesthanu just okesari inkem vadhu annanu.. Ey mari matladuthunna intiki vellu ani serious ayyaru. Just oka kiss inka ilanti matalu matladanu ani cheppanu . Please please ani thana cheyyi pattukunna . Sare okasare inka vadhu annaru. Ok annanu. Door chudu thesundhemo ani annaru . Door geda pettesi vachanu atu thiragandi annanu . Thana bugga medha kiss. Not only that, she was going to have a baby. I was her friend and she spent much time with me in the tea room. If Sam hadn't come back into Jessie's life, things would have turned out much differently for her." How?" Because of the way I am and how I feel about certain things. You see, my family sent me away because I was in the arms of a woman, not a man. I felt much the same for your mother as I did for this other person and would have been satisfied to settle down with Jessie and Felicity. What kind of a weird punishment WAS this? I wondered. Trying to calm my churning tummy. I shook my head, almost imperceptibly. But, of course, He noticed.?He crouched before me so that our eyes were level, He touched my chin and lifted my eyes to meet His. I saw nothing of the man who loved me there, what I saw was only hard, unfeeling, and angry green eyes. I felt like He hated me. I had displeased Him. I felt certain He would never look lovingly on me again. I was not worthy of Him and I.