Pride? Joy? Maybe even pleasure?He told me simply to rise, get dressed and go home, that He would see me later.As I walked home the smile on my face p...oclaimed my jubilance to the world. I had pride in my heart, I had a lover in Renaud, who cared for my pleasure. Who made me cum like no-one else ever had. I felt I was victorious. I had won over a powerful man by giving him my body.When I got back to our little shared room, Panek, my boyfriend, pestered me with what now seemed to be trivial. ”Neil panted. I was actually surprised that my still-unknown Master - when did I start thinking that?! - wouldn’t mind me seeing this.Neil’s eyes remained fixed on the woman as she bent down giving his cock one last kiss before continuing her crawl up his body. She stayed very low, in addition to her hair now her nipples also brushed across his skin, Her knees were spread to either side of his legs, I knew he couldn’t see between her thighs. Actually, with the way they were turned neither could. I'm just—I'm trying to figure this out, Brody. I don't like the way things are between us but we don't seem to be able to get past it." "I know. I don't know what to do either." "I'm going on the tour. I can't change that." "I know. I'm still not happy about it; can't change that." Ryan closed her eyes and paused before speaking. "But are you happy for me? That I have the chance to do this?" "Yeah, I am," he said with no enthusiasm. Ryan bit back an angry reply. That would set them on the same. The courts often found that "good girls don't go riding around in cars with boys at night."The courts always found that a teenaged boy seduced by an older female "benefited from the experience."A girl that "took" was expelled from school, and shunned by her classmates. The boy responsible was regarded as a hero by his classmates and many a male get-together centered around what went where and how it felt. Guys went looking for the bad girl. The attitude was, "She's already knocked up. I want to.