He seemed ill at ease, but was always a complete gentleman. I felt like his eyes were burning a hole in my body, but he never made a comment or insinu...tion that I could assume was in any way sexual. I was a mess. Many men have propositioned me over the years. They tried to get into my pants. Occasionally they succeeded. But this boy never propositioned me. He was always polite and respectful. But every minute I was with him, his body told me ‘I want to fuck you’. That’s distracting. He wanted. Apple was the ‘safe’ word.That evening I pulled into the drive way of a single story house with the porch light on. I got out, knocked on the door and felt butterflies in my stomach, wondering how this was going to go.A shirtless man holding a video camera answered the door. ‘Eric?’ Yes I said. ‘Come in’ and he closed the door behind me. He came back around in front of me with the camera pointed at me. There was a slightly overweight blonde woman sitting on the couch. She was topless. I knew the effective range of the weapon was about 800 metres, and I was a good enough shot to hit a Land Rover at that range. I nodded, waiting for more from Big Ben—I doubted it was just a vehicle he wanted shooting.He took a deep breath. "I'm going to kill those murdering Serb bastards, but I can't just swan across the bridge, it would create an International incident. I need them to open fire on me first, and then I can retaliate. We would have Danko as a witness if they did, but of course. What I'm trying to say is that she got us into trouble ... She can't handle gambling." You don't say," said Dick."Leave him alone, Dick," said Walker. "This is clearly something he doesn't want to discuss." It's ok. It feels good to get off my chest." Fred explained how Amber had gotten hooked in Vegas and how their troubles had progressed from there."Nothing to be ashamed of Fred," said Amos. "We all have our problems and weaknesses."Frank took the cards for the deal. "Enough talk, ladies..