She said... um..." My mind tried to backtrack to remember her words. "to... um... sleep?"It was then that it began to dawn on me what she'd meant. She...knew! She knew about what had happened last night. Did she know about my jerking off too? She had to then! I began to feel very embarrassed without real really knowing why."Am I just being paranoid?" "Or was this her way of letting me know that SHE knew?" "Was she hinting that it was okay to go ahead and masturbate?" "Right now?"Whatever the. Friday night in bed I talked about her dancing with Ed and about sharing her as we made love and she came so fucking hard. Then saying, I only want you, no one but you. ((Yeah right))Saturday she told me she was going shopping and I had planned to take out k**s fishing. So I did. I knew whatever happened would be caught by Ed on the cameras.I left early with the k**s and turned on the remote to view from my phone my hidden video at home. She shaved, pampered herself, spent some time picking. "I could have lost you, Jethro. And I never said the words."Jethro quirked an eyebrow. "I know how you feel, Tony." Do you? I love you. I love you like—" I know. I know. Insert movie reference here. C'mere, Tony." When Tony hesitated, Jethro pulled him into his arms. Tony rested his chin on Jethro's shoulder, tightening his arms around his lover."I needed this tonight. When I had to choose between you and Maddie..." You made the right choice. You know you did." I made the choice that broke my. She dared not look at them. She felt ashamed for what she was about to do, something a woman of her age should have already done. Tonight was her wedding night and, instead of joy and excitement, she was sick with loathing and heartache. She was 20 years old and still a virgin. She had intended on staying that way till a man worthy enough to claim her would come around, an unthinkable act for a woman in 14th century Italy, yet Alessandra had enough sisters to marry off ahead of her. The idea.