I need to get laid in the worst way. You and Slut Girl are like watching a porno close up. But not by you and not by her. I will take a hug though if ...ou’ve got one handy.”Phil wrapped his arms around the diminutive girl and held her tightly to him. Her eyes glistened with unshed tears when she pulled back. He caught her chin and kissed her gently on the lips.“I do love you,” he said seriously.The tears that had threatened to start all afternoon fell in earnest and she clasped herself back to. My fingers dig into his forearms, I feel the pinch, and I gasp. My mind is on high alert, I let out another gasp as he moves in deeper. I can feel him deep inside me, taking something I have never given anyone else. He rolls his hips, getting used to the feeling of being inside me. His groans are a delight that I could forever get used too. He asks me if I’m okay, I tell him I am. That’s when he begins to move in and out of me. The pace is slow, and tender, full of love and need for each other.. Diary, July 23, 2002This morning I opened my eyes to see the crystal dildo lying where I had left it. The sunlight was shining through it, casting a rainbow on the wall. The dildo itself had a green tint to it now. I also noticed that I was incredibly horny.But I refused to use it. Self control was something I prided myself in, but this morning, staring at that obscene thing, I just couldn't hold out. So instead, I reached down, determined to get myself off on my own. I played with my nipples. I wanted this guy like now and I told him to put it in me. He didn't say a word while he undressed. He stared at me and when he was done he stroked his dick which was now hard and big, so big. I think I gasped again and watched as he quickly pulled my pants down and off and then he was on me again, strong thighs pushing my legs apart, and he was lining that big dick up and finally he was in, all the way in and I know for sure that I gasped because it was huge and so hard.The man started moving.