"Big, what the hell are you doing?"Now I'm the one full of emotion."I don't know, but you're lonely, I'm lonely, does it really matter?" Yeah, but isn...t it wrong?" Mom and Dad would say it was for sure, we already disagree with them on everything else, and well....it's practice of a sort, isn't it?"He shakes his head for a second, but then looks me in the eyes."Promise not to get mad if I do something dumb?" Only if you don't get mad at me for the same." I say as I kiss him again.We kiss,. Butdeep down I knew and I felt revolted with myself. I had not masturbated since Iwas an awkward teenager fantasising over some impossible love. After two cups ofvery strong coffee I felt my mind settling down to its normal, well-orderedself. I checked my on-line internet bank statement and noticed that Mark andDiane?s rent had gone through, albeit two days late. A little voice in my headtold me to let it go, not to worry about the late payment. But that was not mystyle. I don?t forgive and. "Give me an hour then come, k?" Got it."Now what was I going to do? The mess is one thing but I really wished wecould make love again. I was just going to make the best of it. Istraightened up as best as I could, put on some decent clothes, put myhair in a bun and slapped on some lip gloss.He buzzed and I let him in. He looked a little worn for wear but verytan and fit. What am I saying, he looked delicious!I went to him and hugged and kissed. It felt so good to be in his arms.It felt so. And the most important thing to do to prepare for your ass to be fucked, is to be given an enema. If you find that me seeing you naked and giving you an enema is too embarrassing, then we need go no further. Your bowels need to be empty and clean. An enema is the first and most important step in your having a painless experience. Do we keep going?”Instead of answering me, she stripped naked and reached for my hand. “Come on. I’ll show you to the bathroom and I’ll get my enema bag out of the.