Our lives grew into fun, finances came our way. After so many years of nothing, suddenly I had everything! {I just stopped writing for a moment, and l...oked up at Ted. He rests in an Urn over in the corner of this room. I swear he is smiling at me.} I don’t know why I am going on like this, other than I am sitting here in a strange city, a strange room, knowing I have to go on. I am completely terrified almost every step of the way. {I take a deep breath, wipe the trace of tears. This is real,. " "And Camille?" "She's sweet." "And Camille?" Anna repeats. “She’s beautiful, funny and very easy to talk to." "And sexy?" "If you are asking if I am attracted to her then the answer is yes. Would I like to see you two kissing naked? Then again, yes. Am I am ready to take the next step? Then I don't know. One part of me says go for it, the other part worries that once we do, we won't be able to go back to just us. I feel like I have an impossible scale that I am trying to weigh up sexual. I must have looked a little perplexed, because mum smiled widely at me as she came to stand in front on me one more time. Then it struck me; her new cloths this time were a new pair of panties.I looked up and smiled my understanding. Without the earlier awkwardness, I lifted mum's skirt and held her hips. This time mum was wearing the tiniest of lacy French knickers or boxers, and they were tight. This time her pussy wasn't straining to burst out of her panties, because her pussy lips were. Without being asked I opened my mouth to show Tom that I'd swallowed it and he said I was a good boy.Later that night as I was masturbating in bed I thought about swallowing my sperm and wondering what it would be like to swallow Tom's, I imagined sitting on the floor between his legs and sucking his penis until he moaned and released the warm reward of his cum in my mouth. As I thought of taking his sperm in my mouth I stroked faster and my orgasm erupted and spattered jizm all over my legs.