"Uh, yeah," said the girl. I'll owe Matt more, she thought. If it comes to that. "That's the plan."The kid gave her a grin wide and innocent, free of...the cynicism that was part of her Simon. Then the boy threw his arms around her, almost sending her down the stairs."I'll go tell him you said I could come, too, ma'am," he said, backing up. "He wasn't sure."That her former friend and lover didn't know her well enough anymore to be able to reassure his fellow synthetic hurt. Renee swallowed the. I asked Puja again if she was fine and she said she is very comfortable. Lina dimmed the lights while getting the soft drinks and then settled on the couch besides me. I suggested we watch some movie and Lina knew what I meant. She put on the porno and we settled comfortably on the couch with Lina and Puja sitting besides me. It was a very erotic porno showing an old Caucasian woman being done by a very young black guy. I was getting hard and could see both Lina and Puja staring into the TV,. I do want to have sex with you and that is a factor. I want your body really bad. You don't know what it's like being me. Looking at a beautiful girl that is yours but not really. Seeing a body that turns you on and knowing that no matter what you do you can't have it. I want you so bad Liz. I wish there were a way you could see what it's like to be me!" "Oh yeah? Well if I had one wish I know what it would be. It would be for you to see for yourself the pressure you put me under. What strains. She thought of her manager, Sue, and her petty, envious digs at her appearance. She’d show Sue. She was going to be Ginger Blush, international burlesque star! She was wearing her usual drab cardigan, but today it wasn’t stretched over a frumpy blouse, she had a low-cut vest top on, and beneath that, the D-cup bra that had become the key to her act, and which, being too small, boosted her cleavage to alarming levels. A wolf whistle from a builder on the way confirmed that the new look was.