"I'd be happy to, really." No, thank you. I had decided to walk home from school when you invited me to dinner. I need to keep that commitment to myse...f." I understand. We'll drop you just where we picked up. Enjoy your walk. I know this is a big change for you. Call me later if you need someone to talk to. The kids have each other to confide in." Why thanks! I appreciate your concern. You're right, of course, it's going to take some getting used to, but I think this is mostly something I'm. My life was strange. I wondered if she had told her mom about what we did last time. I suspected she did. My mom arrived and Melanie walked me out.“Michelle called last night,” Melanie said. “She said she misses you.”“Tell her I said ‘Hi’”“I will. Call me after your chess game with Becky. I want details.”“Yes, Melanie,” I chuckled. “It’ll be boring given that you don’t play chess.”“We’ll see!”Saturday, before work, I called Birgit. It had been over a month. Letters had gone back and forth, of. ”“That’s it, its going. Oooooo, that feels good, but I need to shit. Fight it, push it further, suck in. That’s it, it’s going, suck it in again. Ooooo, it’s sliding in so far, suck in again, now gently push it. Oh my God, it’s so far in. Right, hammer it in and out hard.”“Oh, fucking brilliant, that hurts so much but it’s just getting better and better. I still desperately want to shit, especially when I pull it out, quick, push it back in - relax, take it. Mmmm, it’s so nice,. I’m sorry. Like you say, this is hard for both of us,” my smile telling Sue I was sorry if I’d snapped at her.After our initial preamble about bonuses, promotion and Sue’s car problems, I was keen to get to the main course. I was dying here, waiting to know what conclusions Sue had reached about how she wanted our marriage to move forward, now that Grace was confirmed as carrying my child.I headed over to Sue and wrapped her in my arms. Wearing her flats, we were the same height and with my.