Annabel continues, “I haven’t been looking for a man, because men don’t really do anything for me anymore ... John being gay didn’t change any...hing, it just opened my eyes to ‘alternate’ lifestyles. I don’t want a man. And I don’t want to be with another woman...”Her mother switches from nervous to confused ... Annabel takes hold of her mother’s hands.Annabel takes a big breath, ready to tell her mother something she thought would always be her dirty little secret, her mother tenses up. “Mum. They’re still in pretty bad shape.’ Returning to the aircraft I re-entered. ‘Doc’ was struggling with two terrified young girls that appeared to be in their early to mid-teens. They had been severely traumatized by their ordeal and now found themselves surrounded by strangers. No wonder that they were hysterical and refusing to move. ‘Doc’ picked up the older of the two, exited the helicopter and I followed carrying the other young girl. They were both crying and clutching at us as we walked to. " "Holly, calm down. You agreed to those things, don't you remember?" "YES I remember. But I, I, I ... d don't know why." She began to cry. He tried to comfort her, hold her, she pushed him away. "Don't you ever touch me again! Get out of my house! GET OUT!" He decided it might be best to give her some time, so he went to the bathroom, gathered his stuff and headed for the front door. Holly was still crying in the bedroom. This was a problem. It was then that the scientist in John took over.. Dresses and heels - can never seem to satsify my fantasy of transformation to a woman - what would really put me over would be to entertain horny men and it might go something like the following wishful thoughti like meeting others on line who have the same passion i do for pantyhose - lots of cam cum sessions that were hot but lacking in reality until i met synenergy - although married, he lived fairly close and had a keen interest in gay pantyhose sex which i have been missing - problem was.