I sent a calming suggestion and Teresa answered me verbally agreeing to what I sent.I suggested that we talk mentally and then asked her a half dozen ...uestions which she answered truthfully and allowed me to look within her memories. This was not as deep of an experience as a mind meld; for one I did not share any of my memories nor did I stop to really look at hers. I was just interested in knowing that she truly wanted to join us without any other ulterior motives.I did find out that Teresa. Yes my stamina grew, but the sessions grew longer. When they were done I always thought never again. My jaws ached and my face felt like it had been abused quite roughly. But I kept going back. Before an upcoming session I made the comment it wasn’t fair that she got all the orgasms and I was teased all the time. Besides even when I did cum, making me eat it was nasty. What are you asking me honey? Did you want your cock to get equal time? Are you sure you can handle it big boy? Be careful what. As she held her thong to the side, her cock tightly restrained by the material, her back arched, I looked down and pointed the slippery head of my cock at her surprisingly attractive little brown hole. I couldn’t help but make a mental note of just how much I wanted to lick it in the future. With a slow, but steady push, I was inside her. Her soft sounds told me to keep going, told me that she loved it also. My hands on her hips, my cock moving in and out of her asshole, all I could think was. I’m sick of masturbation and paying for sex. As an adult I have these feelings. Its very stressful and makes my depression worst to the point were I think about suicide. I am a man and I have sexual needs and these needs need to be fulfilled even if that means doing what I just said. I want a beautiful female anywhere from age 16-40. I prefer older woman but someone younger may be easier. I say that because maybe someone young I can break more easy. If their soul is broken they would give in.