In the end, Evan and I became not just good friends but best friends. Plus he is a science tutor, which was an area I desperately needed help in. Our ...riendship started off as normal as can be. We swam every day, worked out together, hung out basically every day, and every weekend we spent the night over each other houses, plus we had girlfriends that were twin sisters. Nothing really happened until the announcement for the welcome back dance we had gotten in the mail over summer. Of course we. I had just turned twenty-one, and had never had this much freedom. The next day they couldn't reach me on my phone, and after a few hours started to worry. I had been sick a couple days before they left and had been to the hospital. They called their friend to check on me, and ensure I was ok. After two or three knocks and no answer, Jake used the key he had to make entrance. He called out, but I didn't hear him. I got out of the shower, dried off, and walked out of the bathroom. I was in. Unfortunately before she had the chance to even take a step, she feels him behind her his arms wrap around her tightly as she tries to dodge and fight him. towering over her, she soon realizes that her only way to survive might be to stand still, and hope he isn’t too unreasonable. right then, she sees the glimmer of a blade in his hand. she immediately panics, unable to stop herself from screaming and trying to get away. He puts it up to her throat as he says “shhhhh”, and slides his other. "For a second or two, yeah, I actually did."Settling down for a while, she resumed her enthusiastic relationship with Manson. He was happy she was with him but also seemed distressed by something. Evan probed and learned things she had never known. Manson admitted a cocaine habit. It was a rumor the press had long suspected but never been able to confirm. Manson had hidden it from Evan as well. "I'm getting off it now," he said. "I love you and I know that as someone who's performed in multiple.