’ Kayla grinned at him, ‘Show me what I’m doing wrong then.’ ‘I already am,’ he grinned, ‘it looks a little nutty and you’ll feel like...a little kid, but if you want to get the benefit of the heat that’s still in this boulder from the sun, just slide your butt right on back and sit next to me so that your legs dangle over the sides. You’re just leaning against it like that. You won’t feel much.’ She rolled her eyes but did as he instructed. ‘Oooh,’ she smiled a minute later, ‘this is really. For me it took long time until I was big enough to play with the tire swing as they could. At that point, I do not remember caring about it as much anymore. But today sitting at the swing sounded like fantastic idea. I took relaxing position on the tire. My back leaning to one of the ropes and my legs hanging from other side of tire. I couldn't swing from that spot but with wine in one hand and phone in the other, I wasn't planning to start swinging anyway. Instead I continued intoxicating. .. fucking. Forget it. What a silly fool you must think I am." You shut up, just shut up. I never told anybody in my life that I loved her since I said it to my mother when I was a little kid. I can't ever remember saying it to Melissa's mother. She got pregnant and I married her. But I never said I loved her. I don't say stuff like that unless I mean it. Forget it. I should have known better, who the hell wants a crip?" He bent over to pick up his shoes and kept going. His head hit the corner. ”“You shouldn’t worry about it. I don’t think you will ever need anything that severe. I only brought it up to see your reaction. Some people get off on pain. I mean being burned with lit cigarettes or having hot wax dripped on their tits and other places. I could never do those things to another person.”June noticed how Roger stiffened up and looked at her when she made those last remarks.“Where on earth did you learn about those things?” He asked her in total disbelief.“In a roundabout way,.